aaaah (dying of taylors cuteness three years ago)

OK. this is even better. aparently three years ago i got taylor to fill out one of thems MEME things TOO!

sooo. check-checkit!

okay.... I shall attempt this.. for the THIRD(/and a half) TIME....

1.Your Full Name: you know thiss.. over the phone. (edit: Taylor Jeffrey Seth)

2. Age: 22!!

3. Single or Taken: I'm very haved. or haven. i know not the proper wordings. but am hers. very much. ;j

4. Favorite Movie: Der Krieger und die Kaiserin

5. Favorite Car: Grans AM Thunderbird..or whatever...cept without the bird.... I don't know cars very well.

6. Favorite Something: somph.. or sometheng!..cuz .. that ones good too...i find.

7. Dirty or Clean: cleanish?...i don't know what this is regarding but clean s good. I would think... then theres messy..but.. dirty is alright like.. playin.. in the mud.. and like...fun... not fun to get it in your eyes though.

8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: depends. but i have neither. tattoos that are well maintained and suitable to the person and who they are, are awesome...the rest suck.


1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? this is a trick!...or... I'm confused.

2. Whats your philosophy on life? mmmmmhh... colours?

3. Would you have my back in a fight? man... I'd do a suicide headbut dive for you any day.. but you'd probably would rather I just flail my arms all over the place crazily in all directions...or a circular motion that's spinny.

but the answer is clearly a devoted YES.

but then again, I'm sure with our combined reasoning's and intellect that we'd manage to keep the peace well enough with words.

and love... love people..love. =]

4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? mmhm-yep yep, which I know you hate. but everything else i can be pretty straight up. so dere.

5. What is your favorite tv show even though you despise it and all its bs? a tie between Pingoo, jacob two two and DELTA STATE. probably the former of the bunch..but...hmmmm.. Delta State is too hated though by ignorant folk. so I choose it despite its flaws for its under-dogness and not being appreciated for its good points. :b

6. Would you give me a kidney? yes. and probably the better one of the two if there evAr need be the choice.

7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: you may or may not happen to know this yet but I can carve images out of materials using only my thumb nails. much like drawing actually. but with my nails.

8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? yes, even if it meant getting really sick myself. so long as it could help make you more better. but not if it would render me entirely useless to where we'd both be

9. Can we get together and make a cake? I...I'm allergic...but! could still help make it. and well. cuz.. I stir stuff awesomely.

but if its no egg & milk made cake. then all is cool...but probably not as good tasting but thats not necessarily true i guess.

10. Cars?? maybe!

11. You sure?? ......hmmmm......... I could be.

12. Do you think I'm a good person? i think your a good and GREAT wonderful lovely person of awesomeness that is rather grand in the kindness area according to me.

13. Would you drive across country with me? yep-yep.

14. Do you think I'm attractive? oh my... the question itself hurts my head pretty heavy from all the good things i could possibly say about you right now...like...aargh... which is making it much easier to move on to the next question and get this thing completed...

but yes! I do! and you know this! so ha-hahh!

15. If you could change anything about me, would you? straight up?..hmm.. should ask each other in person sometime.

16. What do you wear to sleep? ...underclothing?

17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? mmmmmmhmm, that is the primary intention as I'm pretty positive your a lot of fun to do it with.

19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? mmmmm, wellllll... if it were raining, we'd wear our hats and shirts with excessively long sleeves and splash around in the big puddles we could find and through mud pies at walls. maybe pack some colourful bottles of finger paints to paint the world over in our own way to show off our brilliant minds through such means.

maybe mix them up with them mud pies?...hmmm.. i dunno.

unless it was winter and super cold.

then we'd just stay in and have some super soft slow passionate makeout sex of lovely goodness/cuddle. ;D

20. Would you be a fellow ninja with me? NINJA VIKING GNOME GYPSIES 4 LIFE!!! x478235689342596453628.70

21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? harh har.. neVAiRt!!


so, on my myspace (SHH i only keep it cuz it looks pretty)
anyways, moving on

on my myspace years ago i did this questionarre thing (meme?) and slightly modified it. i just re found it and thought it was funny. so, i share with you all.

random questions..of sunday night boredom
Current mood: bored

71 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered
**that i possibly switched to be more/less boring

1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
well i dunno is Indie a 'person' per say (edit: indie was my dog at the time. i miss her :(

2. What song describes your relationship status?
You and Me by the Cranberries

3. How much does your dog weigh?
no clue

maybe you should ask how much does your FOOT weigh!
well, i dont know that either

5.Ever waxed your legs?
hurrah for the feeling of skin being ripped off the bone!

6. Earrings or necklaces?
necklaces i suppose. but earrings are fun sometimes too

7. Who have you talked to most today?
my dad

10. color of your shirt?

11. How many years have you taken a language?
this sentence is put together so poorly
how many years have u uh..taken..english??

12. Who's on speed dial 5?
lets see shall we?
*hangs up phone*
my old boss! *dies*

13. What color is your background on your computer?
its blue..its of a blue zen rock garden

14. Do you wish on 11:11?
A belief that some people have that there is a synchronicity between the time 11:11 (a.m. or p.m.) or the number 1,111 and the events in a person's life or events in the world in general
i bet u didn't know what that meant!
yay wikipedia
an noe i don't wish on it..i don't wish on anything cept tay-lors eyelashes cuz he thinks its retarded

15. Good advice if you ever go camping?
don't :D
cuz then...no advice is needed

16. Are you a bad influence?

17. What color are your eyes?
goldish brown colour i suppose

18. Would you rather have your name or your siblings name?
my name

19. Would you do anything for someone?
..tanks an post apocolyptic -ness included

20. Have you ever been called a whore?
not in so many words

21. favorite color(s)?
um RAINBOW n Black

22. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?

23. What song is on?
Immigrant Song
..by led zepplin
pretty sure its their shortest song too

24. Are your grades good?
they were when i was in that sort of system

25. Do you have any friends with benefits?
umm none work full time i don't think

27. Does your best friend have a myspace?

28. Who's page did you last visit/SPAM WITH INSANE COMMENTNESS
that would be taylor's indirectly

29. Last time you went out to lunch?
on wednesday no wait it was Thursday

30. Do you watch the Gilmore Girls?

31. Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson?
yeah i like Fortunate Fool by him

32. Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?
i've seen it but i don't enjoy it
it was CANCELED!
*i know! you are ALL gasping in HORROR*
33. Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.s?
lol..no, but i know this person..
..he has a back street boys cd.
you should ask him, he might :p

34. Which radio stations are your favorites?
89x is alright at times..and um oh! 95.1 the ROCK..lol

35. Are you a Lost fanatic?
not even. no. i cant be. cuz. i mean. im too..ya i'm not into that show much-ly

37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
yeah, War Pigs

38. Alanis Morrisette?

39. Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
tee hee

40. King of the Hill?
not in a bit but yeah..i lived in the South so i appreciate it

41. Do you read trashy romance novels often?
i'm more the type who reads b.s. intelligent/deep and meaningful books

42. Do you ever forget to give a Christmas/birthday present?
lol..taylor you come to mind at the moment..
no i dont forget birthdays and it's gotta be IMPOSSIBLE in this part of the universe to forget christmas stuff

43. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
i don't think i do anything obnoxiously..

44. Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one's home?
no. i believe you are usuing the wrong word. perhaps unsavourly or..distastefully or..um..horridily?
i dunno.
maybe even bodaciously?

45. Have you ever watched a little kid's show when you were over 12?

[[The Necessary Love Questions That Aren't So Necessary]]
**i may have changed some of these to be less LAME**
46. Have you ever pretended your crush was..DARTH VADOR?

47. Did you draw pictures for your first crush'S back in elementary school?
allll the time man, i mean come on..my first crush's back was awe insipiring

48. Have you ever liked a girl/boy but didnt ask her/him out because you were REALLY A NINJA?

49. Have you ever written a poem or story about your life/ELBOW?
lol no. people have suggested i write a book though

50. Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing but your crushED knee?
no..45 minutes tops!

51. Have you ever liked someone solely for their appearance on television?
not really no i mean..the tv makeup is potentially very decieving

[[The Questions You Love:Completely and Utterly Pointless Ones]]

52. Do you eat all the servings in the food groups on a daily basis?
not every day.. especially not now. but when i have my stuff i do

53. Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
not a freak but if i don't know what to do with myself. maybe.

54.Have you ever been out of the country?
yes, i've lived out of the country a few times

55. Do you know how to knit?

56. Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?

57. Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them in your profile?
huh?? no..

58. Do you keep a diary or journal online?
not online. well i have a livejournal but i don't use it for actual things of importance

59.When you open your closet, what is the dominant color?
black. but the small amount of rainbow does jump out as well

[[Truly Unusual This or That Questions]]

60.Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?
Baskin Robbins or who? an baskin robbins doesn't make daqueri ice sherbert anymore so..i dont go

61.Physics or chemistry?
um..there's a difference?

62.Earphones or headphones?
i want studio headphones SO bad but they are expensive..

63.pink or teal?
teal..but i mean..pink is a good non choice as well

64.Earrings or a ring?
Earrings. rings don't look right on my fingers cuz they're weird/odd/stupid. but um nimble!

65.Commitment or casual dating?
i tend to prefer sund dried dates imported from off the coast of maldives. due to the direct yet indirect sunlight they dry at a pretty even keel.

66.Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings or Star Wars?

67.Fly or road trip?
road trip..:D i've flown too much its boring whereas road trip is all about the trip
i really wanna take a train cross canada. i think that'd be alot of fun
68.Starbucks or Caribou?
Caribou is a good band :D an starbucks has good chai tea :) so yay

69.What is your favorite Disney movie?
none. i didnt, i wasn't..i havent seen too many

70.How much jewelry do you own?
no idea

71.Have you ever bought clothing at A NUDEST CAMP?


Photo Hunt Theme : Favorite

This is my Mr.
This, is my love. I am so great full for him, i cannot even begin to put words to it.
but, i am sure you know what i mean.

He has been my strength these past two years and, literally, carried me when i was in too much pain to hold myself up.

He is, most definitly,
My Favorite.


Story About My Dad


Photo Hunt Theme : Breakfast

my breakfast. no salt/sugar crunchy peanut butter, field berry jam and an apple.

it's a lovely Sunday morning.


vlog update

heyo here is a vlog update and also response to Sarah's Latu Vlog

Clementine and Chrono Trigger

this is one of my two cats. she likes to watch me play games. in this instance, Chrono Trigger.


A story told in pictures..

Once upon a time, Taylor decided that it was high time he explain to me the finer points of Pen and Paper Gaming.

HA. hahahaha.

Here am I, on the couch and raptly, i might add, listening to him teach me the ways

this would be me waiting for him to give me the pen and paper.

this would be Taylor giving me a great and detailed explanation of the aforementioned pen and paper game combat system..

this would be Taylor rolling the dice. I liked the dice part.

this would be Taylor pondering something

a trazillion hours later, RE explaining to my thimble sized brain the combat system.

and me?

i am dead. dead dying dead.

the end.


i know, i didn't do the photo hunt theme. i was just busy doing stuff and wasn't inspired i suppose.

it is ice raining like a crazy mother tonight. and we were out in it. gah. nearly died. we went out to meet my dearest friend Jessie at the Eaton Centre.
which is, oh i dunno.
they have three, THREE food courts. at least. but i did get a caramel apple with dark chocolate chips stuck on it from this gourmet chocolate and treats and caramel apple place. i haven't eaten it yet though. i must get a photograph of it in the morning. when i have good light.
also, i think i have an ear infection. it is excruciatingly painful. but i don't have a fever or anything so maybe it isn't. I'm taking antiviral just to be safe. i cannot chew without nearly passing out from the pain.

to make up for no photo hunt i shall post some other shots I've taken over the past week or so. we went out five times over the past 8 days. which is very exciting for me! especially coming from the lady who can go a month before stepping outside.

i like the how branches look in the winter.

this would be our new find in our neighborhood! i am in love with it!

this is totally all of Taylor's pastries. totally, that danish. not mine. nope.
and that tea? sweetened with cane sugar! my other new, great love. the tea tastes amazing! those books are from our library, by the way.

i should of taken a zoomed out shot to give you guys. perspective but, this is a picture of a decorative cabbage outside our building. weird eh? they were around another big flowering plant. it was alternating white, and purple cabbages.

compromising on the water situation

Phiren says hello, he's not afraid of the camera anymore.


Photo Hunt Theme : Reflections


the picture post of the shitacular weekend of jay and jordan and the A.G.O.

And so begins the journey that is known as..
"the picture post of the shitacular weekend of jay and jordan and the A.G.O."

They got here around 6 or 7 ish Friday
they got lost AND stuck behind our apartment building in the alley.
it was funny.
i felt that i needed an orange vest and glow sticks to better handle the situation though.
once they actually got parked and safely inside they said their hello's and bonn nuits to the cats and I proceeded to slave over fried pirogi and onion while i sent them back out in the wonderful shitacular evening to buy some sour cream and drinks. and vegi, since jay and i didn't want pirogi i made an amazing and award worthy stir fry of mushroom, onion, garlic, and red peppers.
the rest of the evening was spent listening to Regina Spektor and watching Flight of the Conchords and AbFab (oh my fricken gawd those shows are the shiz)

we woke up too a crappy but still cheerful grey morning and rushed around getting ready while taylor made pancakes with balkan yogurt, which sounds delicious but, i wouldn't know since it was gone by the time i got around to eating. (sad face)
so we rushed out the door round 11 and caught the queen west. street car to get to the A.G.O. (lets go!)

uh, hi. oh right. cheese..

this would be us in a mile long line to get to the art gallery it started back at O.C.A.D. taylor's old university

man, it sure is a good thing they don't know i have a blog because, they would totally murder me for posting this one

this would be outside the textile dpt. of O.C.A.D. and can i just say mmmm yarn. spools of yarn...

YES! art gallery! YESSSSS
we quickly learned that it was still down further and around the block.
our YESSS' quickly turned into SHITTTTTT and lots of feet stamping

TEETH? TOOTH? either way it's bona fide ART!

woohoo, shelter from the wind and ice rain under the sweet, sweet shelter of the outside of the gallery

cool, colourful houses

this would be my fancy shmancy shot while standing in line. apparently the gallery now has a fancy restaurant

see that at place? its blurry (crazy ice rain's fault. totally) but it is another gallery. with no psycho line going on for a trazillion years. i was all for blowing this dustbin and going to the nice, (friendly even) little cozy gallery across the street but, i got booted down. by icy wet boots of bitterness.


and now for the anti climactic ending shot of our 'shitacular weekend of jay and jordan and the AGO'

"ma'm you're going to have to put your camera away now."

Holy Batman Ninja Gmail!

i wanna lick it!



so there's this lady. which i am sure you all know who she is.

but anyways.

she has this song. which is so .. ME!

so of course, i must share it with you all.

pictures are coming of last weekend and such as soon as i take them off my camera and edit blah blah blah.


Photo Hunt Theme : Ruin(ed)

this is all that remains of what i imagine was some sort of corral.

i took this picture several years ago while staying with my sister and her family in Cairo, Georgia.

It has been Decided

that I'm going to participate in this Photo Hunt thing.
it interests me.

i have things to post about our whirlwind weekend of adventure. i shall when my limbs recover. just typing this is making my arms burn with the feeling of having done a trazillion push ups.



i deleted a ton of things from my faq listy thing. some were just odd. and not even relevant any more
i have a really hard time with that thing. its the bane of my blog existence doods.

anyways. that's it.

cry with meeeeee

can i just start by saying, i am a very sensitive person.
pain that i can not fix makes me very emotional and upset. whether it be my own, or someone else's.

our two kittens got fixed. you all know that, i mentioned it before.
i knew this was gonna suck, but man. does this SUCK.

phiren is pretty ok. he's just a little more careful and i gotta keep him from licking his area.
but clementine?
oh. my. lord. she's just so tiny. and doesn't understand why it HURTS.

and this? this is making me wanna cry. she just tried to go to the bathroom. and it was an unnatural sound of pain that i had never heard before. she was so freaked out from it and got poop on herself and fell in the litter box and then was trying to get out but she was in pain so she couldn't properly and, oh god this sucks.

so, i tried not to cry. cleaned her up with tay's help and snuggled her in her wool blanket.
i know its just a cat. but she's just so little. have i mentioned how bad i feel? GUILT

moving on to happier things. two old best friends of mine and new friends of taylor (!) are coming up to visit us for the WHOLE weekend!!! they'll get here friday and stay till sunday.

im really excited. i mean we live in TORONTO, where there are a million things to do. and now we'll have people to do it WITH! the A.G.O. is re-opening this weekend and it's FREEEEEEE to get in. which is awesome. cuz it's slightly pricey for us young, broke folk, so we don't go.

i shall take pictures and video documenting our weekend of adventures.
oh, i wanted to mention.

i take pictures. BUT. the pictures i take. aren't actually the type i'm interested in taking. hence. not much enthusiasm from me. i love PEOPLE. i want to take pictures of PEOPLE. but, people i know. don't want their picture taken. (poop)
it's seriously frustrating for me at times. so, im also excited about that this weekend. jordan and angelica are people who will let me take pictures of THEM!!! (spazz's out from the pending excitement)

i also take pictures of bands. which, i am farely o.k. at.
i grew up in a town and in a family and friends of musicians and artists. unfortanetly. when i got my camera. i was moving around. i wasn't with musicians anymore. i've only had the chance to photograph one band. and that was ages ago. i really miss that too.

speaking of bands. the duke spirit makes me swoon. they're british (bonus points!)
and the singer, the way she paces herself as she sings, reminds me a lot of morrisey from the smiths (also british, but you all totally know that. i mean, who doesn't know morrisey or the smiths? seriously. tell me who? i must give them some dafodils.they were definitly if not the creators of the whole 'emo' rock whatever. i would also just like to say. shut the fuck up 13 yr old angst emo kids. gawed.)

im also in the process of trying to 're' procur my old cello. but, i think i may have to buy it back. which, although sucks, i do get why i would. we're broke at the mo' though. so unless my folks take care of it.. which, my dad just wants to get me a new one. but im not too sure about that. cuz, new student cello's run at, at least 5k. which is kinda major. (kinda!!)
i really miss playing.

anyways, thats about it. now you all know whats been churning round' my mind.

OH, yesterday was 11 11 which was our 8 month mark of the whole 'married' life bit.
yanno whats weird? so many young people are getting married. i know of THREE other couple who just got married and they're all my age or only a year or two older. i think its kinda odd. i mean. the gen before us. the mid thirties group. all waited for forever to get married, if they have at all. and now all of a sudden a TON of people in their young 20s are getting hitched.

i've just been scratching my head at that for a bit.
cheers, folks.



" to all those who believe in telekinesis. raise my right hand."


so i just found out that today is in fact, not Friday

thanks chris..


So a dyslexic guy walks into a bra..

didja hear? i bleached and cut my hair.

i know, crazy cristy does it again with all that ..crazy

but pictures!

these were taken by the web cam so i always look odd.
the first two would be my attempts to look normal and "hey! im being completely unassuming here and reading stuffs!"

the last is me totally giving in to the weird uncomfortable-ness that is taking a web cam picture of oneself.
so now when you picture me in your heads it is an up-to-date one. :D

this is me being all "hmmmm, interesting things.."

i thought it was only fare for you to see how my mouth is usually positioned while i am reading juicy information

i blinked a lot after this one.

now. i would also like you all to know that one of the best things of having a boy around. (like fricken 24/7) is you can wear his shirts! and he can be all "hey stop stretching out my shirts with your boobs!" and then i can be all like "heh, i bet your shirts wouldn't have thought five years ago that my boobs would be wearing them! and they should be greatful!!"

the end.


pictures from Nuit Blanche..not that many, actually

not many at all.. its hard to take pics at night. yanno?


this was in zone c. which is where we live. this is behind us in the Warehouse District.

this exhibit was basically smashing stuff.


a poem spray painted on a lawn sign

this was definitely one of my fav exhibits. the music that was play was didgeridoo music. sweet!

a close up

king street

this was taken in a tent fashion show. those are the models dancing. i talked to the designer, her stuff was awesome.

this shot isn't that great but it looked awesome in person. it was a light show on the wall of water effects.

shot taken in a gallery by our library. this was a video loop that a person recorded doing everyday boring stuff. like taking the subway.

this exhibit was called Entropy

we were so flipping tired on the streetcar, and no, that isn't Bjork in the back round..i have been asked about that a few times.
the cats are getting fixed next week. can i tell you all how FREAKING EXPENSIVE THIS IS! jeezez.
anyways. they got their shots today and are gettin the snip next monday. well, phiren is getting snipped, clementine is getting a hysterectomy. and hello there guilt. i feel awful about her having to get cut open man. phiren? m'eh. he'll get over it.

i loves you brother


imagine my surpise..

actually no. that's a lie. i was like, so totally not surprised.

anyways, i come home, er the temporary home i.e. my parents home. omg, anyways again.

i come into my parents home and i see that in fact of course taylor hasn't done anything today.

the conversation goes like this

"dude, did you do anything today?!"
" i vegetated into a ball of dough."

this guy, i tell ya


happy birthday to me

i want to start off by saying i'm not exactly a celebratory kinda gal..

but i do love birthdays. preferably low key and the more sparklers the better.

i'm another year closer to feeling caught up